Coping, Love, loss, heartbreak,

The result of indulging in a playlist titled ‘low’

How did I get here? It seems it was just three weeks ago when all the plans were complete, reservations were made and everything was set. The only thing left was to survive the anticipation and fighting the clock that after weeks of working in fast- forward had suddenly slowed the passage of time. Passing the days felt like the biggest challenge back then.

And then, just when you least expect it, an uneventful day can end up turning your life upside down. Such a shame, that it could’ve been so much more, so much better…

One by one the dominoes begin to fall and there’s a cascading effect. Just when you’ve dealt with the shock of one and think the worst is over, the next big reveal comes right at you. Out of nowhere. And you’re left picking up the pieces.

It’s not all doom gloom, cos that moment you’ve been counting down to, has finally arrived and though there’s the bullshit at the back of your mind, you think it’s finally here — I’m heading towards my ray of sunshine.

Alas, you don’t realise when that ray turned into the dark cloud that will only add to the misery… the dark cloud that has no silver lining…

P.S there’s so much more unsaid to provide some actual context to the above, I don’t really feel like getting into that though and indulging, reveling in the misery…

Pic Credits: 9Gag